During these months it seemed to me that I had committed an unpardonable mistake by revealing my work prematurely and that because of this I should not be able to carry it to a conclusion.

• 在这几个月期间，我似乎被一种不可饶恕的错误所拖累，那就是我过早的拿出了我的作品，因此我也不可能得到什么好结果。