I idealized a lifestyle and behavior that were corrupt, I abhorred kindness, mercy, human dignity, and intimacy.Instead, I used, degraded, and exploited women.

• 我把腐败的生活型态和行为理想化，我憎恶亲切、仁慈、人性尊严和亲密，反而利用、贬低并剥削女人。