Thereupon, I tried opening my tightly drawn heart, not worrying about gains and losses, not caring about people coming and go and letting everything as it was...A day or two did not make me relieved.

• 于是，我试着将紧绷的心敞开，我试着不再患得患失，我试着不去看身边人来人往，我试着让一切顺其自然......一天、两天，我放不下；